KERJA OH KERJA

Today, honestly I'm in the mood of working. Plus, I've all my work for today completed already! So, I'm using this opportunity to read things that I've left out before and at the same time, I try to write something here. Me and some colleagues were suppose to collect all data, facts, parliament questions that MIDA had answered, any inputs that MIDA provided before. These are to be used as an input for our Minister to have an interview with RTM next month. So, we've got everything in hand already and already submitted to our deputy director and as well as our director.

So, now I got a chance to go through the information - lucky I made copy to myself..hehe.. But, all the topics sound so heavy to me. Well, maybe I'm still new with the government. Anyway, I got no choice, need to go through this until my age turn 58, insyaAllah. Plus, this is the only opportunity for me to payback to the government coz of my full scholarship when I was abroad for my undergraduate. They never offered me any job, after 6 months after graduation, I'm free to go without paying a single penny (stated in the contract, have to work with government for 4 years if we were offered any job).

When I was little, I was thinking to be a teacher when I grow up. Always wanted to be a good teacher. In fact, I got that chance when I was undergraduate and also as I graduated. At that time, I was waiting for interview's result to work with MIDA. Once I work with MIDA, I did not get a chance to apply to be a teacher, because there were always something that made me never applied.

Actually I have to think of a lot of things, the consequence of changing job. Well, once I already have kid/s, I always think about things twice. If I were to be accepted to be in KPLI, I have to attend a one year course and I might have to be away from my kid and my husband which I never wanted to. Also, we'll only get RM1300 monthly allowance for one year! As for this moment, I can't afford with that since we're now have a very large commitment.

SO, instead, I decided to forget my old ambition but at the same time I have to be too ambitious as to work for the government in a way, and to take care of the kids & husband at home! Honestly, as for this moment, I found it very challenging, but fun though. Really. Plus, I get a fully help & support from my husband! Alhamdulillah, from day one Fahmi was born, he always ahead than me to take care of my son. He always wakes up at night to change diapers & to provide milk for Fahmi. Alhamdulillah. He's too easy to help me with the housechores, without me asking. Alhamdulillah.

Well, it's time for me to do a follow up with MIDA Sydney regarding Minister's Trade & Investment Mission to Melbourne & Perth.

(my actual current mode: rasa mual2...)